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Kiska Orya (Miahara)
Age: 25
Follower of: Deceit
Alignment: Chaotic Neutral
Race: shifter
Gender: Female
Base Class: L5 Beast Master
Class: linguist
Job: Unemployed
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 Posted: Fri Jul 09, 2010 8:15 pm Post subject: [R] Rants of an Angry Wife |
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That thieving rat bastard! I will kill him, and it will not be with the cold slice of metal digging into his flesh or slicing through the muscles in his neck, oh no.
That would be too... impersonal
Airrik will feel my arms around his neck, my hands on his head as I snap his neck from behind. He will not get the chance to see what his wife has become while he has been away. I am no longer the awkward young woman who once lay content in his arms. I no longer believe the lies that Love spreads. My heart has become cold but my blood runs hot with anger.
It is one thing to steel a person's property, it is another to steel their child
He deprived me of everything. Allen was taken from me before I could see an entire year pass with him in my arms. I have not gotten to see him grow. I have been deprived of watching his first steps, hearing his first words. He was taken before I got to teach him the thrill of the hunt.
He deprived me of everything!
This is all Airrik's fault.
I have not heard his infant giggle in five years, though he would not be an infant now, he would be six. I do not even have to think or count back the years to know how old my son would be, if he is still alive. My rotten no good husband may have killed him for all I know.
If he did... his death will be neither slow nor painless.
I will not wait to hear the explanation come off his slick tong when I find him, and find him I will. For two years we shared everything, our life stories, our joy, our pain. I knew things about him he would not even share with his triplet brothers, though as I think back to them, the coward and the family disgrace, it is not surprising I knew more about what was going on in my husband's life than they did. Then, suddenly out of the blue he is gone.
Of course my first thoughts were of concern that something happened to him and Allen. What if someone had them, what if they had fallen into danger while I slept? I searched for them, both as a human and following their scent as my shifted form, but when the trail grew cold I spiraled into uncontrollable sadness. I had lost the only people who made me feel like I had a family and now I am alone.
In a last resort effort I went to someone I thought could give me answers. The woman took my hands and looked into the past. She told me my husband had deserted me, taken my child and run. She could not see his intent or where he had gone with them but she told me he did not want to be found, and until that changed my search would be fruitless.
I will kill him for the pain he has caused me.
I will find them again, and I will take back what is mine. _________________
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Kiska Orya (Miahara)
Age: 25
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Alignment: Chaotic Neutral
Race: shifter
Gender: Female
Base Class: L5 Beast Master
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Job: Unemployed
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| Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2010 7:37 pm Post subject: Re: [R] Rants of an Angry Wife |
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Revenge has never been so sweet
Oh, sweet, sweet revenge, how mazing you are. I wanted revenge on my husband and the cosmos has dropped the creme de la creme of icing on my cake. I could not have asked for a better revenge to drop into my life if I had prayed to the gods themselves.
My husband's brother
His triplet no less, the coward, the one who shirked his royal duties back home. Life is suddenly turning about. Having his baby will be the best revenge of my life. My husband stole our child away from me, so I will raise his brother's instead. Trent will never want anything to do with a child, there is no fatherly instinct in that man, and if suddenly there is I will kill him. He will become irrelevant the moment I know I am pregnant. Now, only time will tell if his seed will grow inside me. Sleeping with him has been my greatest joy in the last five years since my child disappeared. If I ever see Airrik again I will flaunt my new child before him as if on parade. This child will never replace the one that Airrik tore from me, but it will do much to make him feel all of the pain I have felt these years.
If I never see the bastard again, oh well, revenge is still mine. I wanted a new child for years now, but no one has managed to do what I pray Trent will manage to do. I want his baby. I want to shove it in Airrik's face.
This baby will be strong, I will raise it right, I will give it everything that my first child was deprived of, I, by myself, me. It will know its mother but not its father, I am all it needs. It will learn everything from me; I will not let it out of my sights. It will be my entire world.
Oh the look on his face.
Oh the look on Airrik's face when he finds out, if he finds out. I can only pray I get to see it. He would be so much more pissed if I had let the mutt werewolf screw me, having a half-blood in his family would destroy him, but even with everything he has done to me I do not hate him enough to taint my own blood, having a mutt child. Then again, his brother's child... oh that might actually be better. Certainly better for me, a pure blood shifter, with Airrik's bloodline. I am getting giddy just thinking about it. I will have to keep Trent around should his first attempts fail.
Oh but the best part!
He's here
The last thing Trent told me before he parted was that Airrik followed him back from wherever the hell Trent has been. I did not bother to ask where they had been. I did not care. It has been too long for words; it is time for action. I will kill the fucking bastard, I will even tell him I am pregnant before I know. I want the last look on his face to be permanently burned into my memory. The satisfaction I will feel knowing he has been hurt even a fraction of what he has done to me. _________________
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Gender: Female
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| Posted: Sat Sep 04, 2010 9:15 pm Post subject: Re: [R] Rants of an Angry Wife |
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What to do, what to do.
When I found my husband I excepted I would kill him. I am not sure if I would call what we did making up, for I am still mad at him, but... lets just say the child inside me could now belong to either my husband or his brother. The start of a very interesting dilemma for me since even if someone could tell me the day I conceived that would not help since it was in the same day I had relations with them both. I no longer know for sure how I feel about my husband.
Obviously the child's father will make a huge difference no matter what. I need a plan =, some kind of safety net to keep everything in line regardless of what relationship I plan to have with my husband. If I want him to suffer, I will pull the child away from him the way he took Allen away from me, but then again... if I want him, to keep him, to love him, to forgive him, I want him to think the child is his then as well... so really... regardless...
I must find a way to make sure the child is Airrik's...
Or in the very least that everyone thinks it is.
I have never liked following anyone much, but I suppose it is necessary in some situations. I will go to Deceit; I will serve her, offering myself up to her, to her every desire to keep anyone from learning the truth, if in fact the child I now grow inside me belongs to Trent instead of Airrik. If it is Airrik's, then I have nothing to worry about, but if it is Trent's, I need a way to keep that lie intact until it is no longer of value to me. I may want to keep my husband, I may want to destroy him, but either way, everyone must think this child is his. No longer is it my plan to flaunt another's child before him, just in case the love I felt for him that night we spent together was real, that my feelings for him, while suppressed, had never really changed.
Just in case... I really do love him after all...
I cannot let my feelings get in the way of my plans. I need a safety net. I need to make sure this child is never thought to be Trent's. I will kill Trent if he starts to cause problems, wants to go about telling people it is his, but since I doubt he will ever check to see if a child resulted from our reunion that he will be oh any problem. I have heard rumor of his death, but knowing him it was some kind of challenge or game; he will be back around. With any luck he will not remember we were ever together...
Wouldn't that be nice
I return from Deceit much different than when I went in. I am not sure how I feel about the arrangement I struck. I went to sell my soul, my services, my loyalties, anything I could to keep my marriage intact for now. To keep anyone from knowing anything about Trent and his role as my daughter's possibly father.
Yes... my daughter...
I am having a girl...
the goddess told me so...
However, there is a catch I was not prepared for. The goddess wants nothing from me... She wants my daughter. The day my child turns eighteen she is to enter the goddess's training. What she wants my daughter for or why I do not know, but since if it... if she is Airrik's child the deal is negated, there is a fifty-fifty chance nothing will come of it, and my daughter will remain in my care. It was a chance I was willing to take.
My last need before I close this journal is to name the child. I like Allen's name, but Airrik chose it. He is our rock, the one that keeps everyone grounded and his name reflects that.
Allen's name mens little rock
What to name my daughter though? I want her name to mean something. I do NOT want her getting named some frufru princess fairy name, so I will not allow Airrik to name her. I want her name to be something strong, something unforgettable... something... unique...
Iphigenia _________________
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